Between Two.

I always thought that if all you keep doing is right in another's eye you'll be safe.

No constant hagering of why didn't you do this and that will be diminished.

But to me now, I don't even know what's right or wrong anymore. 

Everything seems okay to me.

But maybe not okay to others whom I grew up with.

Every single day I feel that my steps are being watched.

Being evaluated, and at the end there will be a grade.

That grade will determine what's in-store for me.

Over these past couple of months, I encountered a very difficult point in my life.

I was in between choices.

Both choices were good for me.

One of which had more appeal.

The offer was great.

But in every offer there are always pros and cons to it.

I was in a predicament. I thought.

I thought,

what if this opportunity never comes back again?

What if this was it?

Was the only chance?

But I wasn't sure.

I would be lying to myself that I liked it.

I only liked the ending of the offer.

The ending of the offer would left me with additional letters after my name.

Sounds appealing to me. To me 2 years ago. I would have taken it in a heartbeat.

I chose a different way.

This one I liked as well. 

It still is within my goals in the next ten years of what I want to be.

But short-term.