Monday, April 30, 2012

Therapy

My kind of therapy is basically just letting things out. For a minute you would think I often talk to people about my feelings I bet. Well, that is sort of true. But to be more in depth with what I am thinking and feeling about, people actually don't have any ideas. Only those that i have allowed to fall through my heart and is able to capture my current thoughts and dreams are those who understand fully who I am. Those who have managed to bring me light and have shown me compassion are those who have my true soul. I am not saying that all of me is a lie. But better I write than talk that could lead into misinterpretation of my true thoughts. Better my therapy is in a form of one-on-one conversation. Better my therapy is about me writing in this space right now. I hoped to know that someday I will find my ultimate therapy because the things that I am doing right now relays the depressive thoughts and my instability.