Latent variable

           I've always thought that my major was some sort of discipline which covers all of the abstract ideas that a doctor can not touch. It's so difficult to uncover the deep feelings of people. I mean, how do you measure someone's appreciation over something? What about pain of heartbreak or misery caused by something untouchable such as a mistaken love that creeps into our souls. You never know when it would last, today, tomorrow or forever there is no idea on that. I for one refuse to be trapped in the tragic love story of love. Unlike some people, I don't think that love should be difficult, it just needs understanding from both sides actually. You don't need to burden yourself in the name of your love. Put it this way, you feel that right now your love is answered with a certain treatment which you thought was especially for you, but it turned out that  it was the same thing which that person had given to others.      
         A love, a pure one, denies having to hurt a person. If at one time you've feel that in some way, but your expression of pain have caused you to be seen as weak, then move along to another love, that love is not worth it. I don't mind being criticized with my own concept of this latent variable. I don't mind people judging in the way I see it as something that needs to be beneficial for both sides, because never in my life I agree to be engaged in something that can only burden and cause us to not be ourselves. It's a waste of time. Just remember that we're the ones responsible in what we do everyday, there's no point of involving a wasteful concept that's just going to eat you alive everyday.